with snow in the forecast.
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...of being ignored.
...of wondering about the big B word, and how it affects me.
... of being blamed for everything.
... of waiting.
... of feeling like I'm behind all the time.
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...of wondering about the big B word, and how it affects me.
... of being blamed for everything.
... of waiting.
... of feeling like I'm behind all the time.
The word that comes out of my mouth most often these days is "nuisance". It's actually first after "NO!"
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The apathy of the people is enough to make every statue leap from its pedestal and hasten the resurrection of the dead.
William Lloyd Garrison
Apathy used to be a big thing with me. I was so apathetic in my marriage that there was nothing left worth fighting about.
I don't have that problem any more, and I make a conscious effort every. day. to make sure that I never go back there again. I was not a happy person then. But I am now.
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William Lloyd Garrison
Apathy used to be a big thing with me. I was so apathetic in my marriage that there was nothing left worth fighting about.
I don't have that problem any more, and I make a conscious effort every. day. to make sure that I never go back there again. I was not a happy person then. But I am now.
Anything worth doing is worth overdoing.
Mick Jagger
Oh well. Maybe I did overdo it. It sure feels like it right now. This was the wrong month to get ambitious, for sure.
Work has finally calmed down, and I'm officially employed instead of a contractor. My relief is palpable. The benefits are spectacular, truly, and I'm looking forward to new projects. And working from home on Thursdays. Hopefully it will end up being 2 days a week - any more than that would decrease my productivity, I'm certain. While I'm better than I used to be, I'm still not perfect, and too much home time would be ... counterproductive.
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Mick Jagger
Oh well. Maybe I did overdo it. It sure feels like it right now. This was the wrong month to get ambitious, for sure.
Work has finally calmed down, and I'm officially employed instead of a contractor. My relief is palpable. The benefits are spectacular, truly, and I'm looking forward to new projects. And working from home on Thursdays. Hopefully it will end up being 2 days a week - any more than that would decrease my productivity, I'm certain. While I'm better than I used to be, I'm still not perfect, and too much home time would be ... counterproductive.
Is it possible to be a little bit devastated?
I'm trying really, REALLY hard not to be, but ... it's not working out so well for me.
I can't let it go, and I can't make it make sense in the larger scheme of things. It's just so ... out of character. And it's making me wonder things that I should not be wondering. And I'm having a hard time reconciling what I think I know with what I heard.
I've decided, though, to write it down, and then let it go. And hope that I'm horribly, terribly wrong about it all. And that I'll go back and look at what I wrote and be honestly able to tell myself that it was a one-time thing. Because I'll never have to add to the list. It won't become a list, just a one-off. And then I'll sigh in relief and remember how silly I acted over nothing.
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I'm trying really, REALLY hard not to be, but ... it's not working out so well for me.
I can't let it go, and I can't make it make sense in the larger scheme of things. It's just so ... out of character. And it's making me wonder things that I should not be wondering. And I'm having a hard time reconciling what I think I know with what I heard.
I've decided, though, to write it down, and then let it go. And hope that I'm horribly, terribly wrong about it all. And that I'll go back and look at what I wrote and be honestly able to tell myself that it was a one-time thing. Because I'll never have to add to the list. It won't become a list, just a one-off. And then I'll sigh in relief and remember how silly I acted over nothing.
So.. this started out totally different. The first shots from this series involved a mask and purple suede pumps... but it just wasn't working for me. So I decided to just go simple.
Good decision, I think.
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Good decision, I think.
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